Aaron is still hunting for a job. Friday was his last day and last week was just dreadful. Very stressful to know that your husbands last day is nearing and that you are 7 weeks pregnant. You have a very positive thing (the baby) and then a negative (Aaron losing his job) on top of it. I was always trying to be positive all week long for Aaron. But I had a lot of extra stress at work and it is hard to ignore sometimes. Aaron would be very supportive of what I was going through but at the same time doesn't understand.
I think I am more sensative than I think, especially when I am crying at 8:30 pm on Friday night... Aaron trying to calm me down and tell me that I need to stay positive for the baby and don't let me get so worked up over something "stupid" and loose the baby. I know that is very important right now but once again, it is very hard to do that. Especially when someone calls you at home, ruins your night and as well as your weekend. Well I don't need that person in my life if they insist on causing me so much pain... especially during this wonderful time in my life. I have better ppl in my life to share my stories, dreams, and heart with.
Do you ever think that maybe you try so hard for someone that it just back fires in your face. I do. And I think I have had that happen to me more than once. 2 weeks before my wedding and now 1 week into knowing that we are going to have a baby.
On to more positive things... Easter is this weekend and lets just say that it is going to be cold! The twins will be hunting for eggs with winter coats. We might do someting in the outside building for them. Alot coudl change between now and this weekend. Robin found all my eggs from last year, I need to stuff them with money and candy and then hide them Saturday. We are doing Saturday around 5 because Travis works 7 to 3 all weekend. And that way Robin can have Sunday with the boys, they can open their baskets at home and she can get lots of pictures.
The boys turn 6 years old on April 11th and I have yet to buy them anything. I am usually on the ball, but this year it is hard to decide on what to get them. I went from Portable DVD players to Soccer nets and ball... now to Toys R Us gift cards. That way they get exactly what they want and I dont' have to worry about picking the "un-cool" gift. Maybe I'll take them myself and then we can do McDonalds or something. We'll see.
Well I have blurbed enough, happy Tuesday everyone! I have 2 weeks until our first ultrasound!! Woo Hoo!!
1 comment:
Being prego is also a stressful time, because you know that your life is about to change forever, which is good, but you also don't always know what to expect. You end up putting much stress on yourself because you want to do everything right, and you are. ppl much just be jelous that you have something going on in your life right now, otherwise if they were true friends they would be happy for you and not treat you the way they do. Remember, if they talk about others to you, they are talking about you to others. What ever you want to get the boys for their b-day is fine. If you want to take them shopping and let them pick out their own gift, would be cool. I think they would enjoy that, but what ever you decide is fine. You always get them nice gifts. I now have to work on sat. but will be off in time for easter. my weekends got switched d/t somone quiting and was told not to come back. Big long story.
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