Well last night was a hard night. Olivia's cold got the best of her most of the day yesterday and all night last night. I sometimes think that maybe God is allowing me to be home with her because of this... I don't know.
She was very fussy all day yesterday, couldn't really make her happy, really didn't eat as much as she usually does and then last night was terrible. I am trying to not go running to her as much as I usually do. It is very hard not to. She is crying and just wants someone to hold her, and I am laying in bed almost crying because I am trying to wait 5 minutes and it has only been 2.
Last night I even called Aaron at work and told him "I need some help... do I get her or keep waiting the remaining 3 minutes?". He told me to get her that he couldn't stand hearing her in the monitor like that. It is soo hard. And it is also different because she has a runny nose and cough.
Well hopefully tonight goes differently.
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